Don't Call Me By My Username! - Chapter 33

As I was engrossed in the passionate kiss with my arms around his back, he lifted my knees. I was pinned down on the bed, my legs were spread open, and his hand reached for my butt.

The cold sensation of his fingers touching my private part made me shudder a little, and I almost pulled my hips away. But I somehow managed to hold myself back from doing that.

It was okay, nothing to be scared about. Because this was the hand of someone I love.

“. . . Ngh . . .”

A finger covered with saliva entered me. My body trembled at the sensation of that finger slowly pushing in, as if to let my body get used to it.

It didn’t hurt, it just felt somewhat weird. As he moved his fingers little by little, while gently rubbing my thighs and butt to relax the tense muscles, it made me loosen up without being conscious of it.

Once my body let him inside, it wasn’t difficult to increase the number of fingers inside me. Two, and then three of his saliva-covered fingers were embedded inside me. When those fingers touched a certain spot, something like a tingling electric current ran through my back.

“Ah . . . ngh, ah, ah, . . . eek, aah!”

Wh— what was that just then? The familiar sensation had my whole body covered in goosebumps.

“It’s here, huh . . .”

“What’s that place . . . no, ahh . . .”

Every time Akira’s fingers stroked the same spot, my knees shook and my toes slid against the sheets. When I unconsciously twisted my hips to escape, Akira’s fingers chased after me and repeatedly stimulated the same spot over and over.

“Ahh, aahh . . .”

Akira’s finger brushed the same spot again and again as if to make sure. Each time he did that, I felt a whirlwind of inexpressible pleasure, and an uncontrollable cry escaped me. Even though it was embarrassing to let out this kind of noise, I couldn’t stop myself from doing so, so I quickly bit the back of my hand to hold it in.

“Mn, ha . . . gh, ah, nngh . . .”

“Don’t hold back . . . I want to hear more.”

Along with a sensual whisper, he removed my hand from covering my mouth and held it down on the sheets with one hand.

“No, it’s embarrassing . . .”

“Don’t worry. I’ll make you unable to think of anything soon enough.”

He pulled out his fingers with a squelching sound, then at almost the same time he inserted his hot mass.

“—Nh . . . gh . . . ahh . . .”

I had prepared my heart for it, but it was still difficult after all. Even though my body could swallow fingers with ease, the tremendous pressure of Akira’s thing almost suffocated me.

“Gh, it’s still tight after all . . .”

He held me by the hips and lifted my legs high. My body creaked from the straining posture. When I groaned at the sensation of my internal organs being pushed up, Akira stopped moving and gave me a kiss to calm me down.

“Take a breath, slowly.”

While giving me instructions with a gentle voice, he waited until I calmed down, then he slowly pulled back and thrust his hips again.

It hurted. It was hard to breathe. Tears naturally welled up in my eyes as I felt the suffocating pressure up to the pit of my stomach.

“Watase, are you okay?”

His hot fingertips wiped away the tears that gathered in the corner of my eyes, and his worried face peered at me.

“I’m— oka . . .…”

“You sure?”

It was scary, it was painful, and it was hard to breathe. But if I stopped here, I would definitely regret it. And it was probably hard for Akira, too.

As Akira wiped the sweat on my forehead, I noticed sweat was also beading on his forehead. When I thought that he must be desperately holding back so that he wouldn’t hurt me, I felt an unbearable tingle in my chest.

However, every time he called me by my last name, a strange emptiness formed in my heart. It was like even though my body was helplessly hot, only my heart was getting colder and colder . . . It was a strange feeling as if my heart was left behind. I wonder what this feeling was.

“I’m okay, so . . . don’t— stop . . . If you stop here . . . I’ll call you a loser.”

“. . . Good grief, looks like you still can run your mouth.”

He bumped our foreheads together, and just as I felt a light kiss fall on my forehead, he grabbed my hips. The insides of my body were split open, and the hot mass was pushed even deeper into my body.

“Uwa . . . gh, ahh!”

The sensation of slowly being filled inside made me feel suffocated. The sensation in the lower half of my body became dull, and all I could feel was the pulsing sensation.

After taking time and it was finally all inside me, Akira sighed from above my head. It was just a sigh, but it felt strangely erotic, making my heart flutter.

Ahh, right now, Akira was inside me—

When I thought about that, I felt so happy that I started to cry.

“. . . Does it hurt so much that it makes you cry . . .?”

Akira’s face contorted in pain.

“No! . . . I’m just happy . . . because I’ve always wanted to do this with you.”

“—you’re really . . .!”

“—eek, aah . . .!”

Along with an intense, devouring kiss, he thrust his hips into me fiercely. A sensual noise similar to a scream escaped me as he thrust me deep inside while holding back my body that was bent over.

“Wai— wait, don’t do that so suddenly . . .”

“Sorry, but I can’t wait any longer.”

“No way . . . gh, ahh! nngh . . . eek, aah . . .”

He probed the spot that he had teased with his fingers earlier and thrust right into it, causing stars to flicker before my eyes.

Even though it only felt painful just earlier, an intense pleasure that made my whole body shiver washed over me. It made me almost lose my mind, so I clung to Akira’s arm and begged him to stop.

But he wouldn’t listen and kept on thrusting intensely, focusing on one spot.

“Not that place . . . I can’t stand it, it feels weird . . .”

“Then so be it . . . I’ll accept all of you.”

“Aahh!”

Akira’s finger intertwined with my thing, which was wet. He stroked it with the same rhythm as he thrusted inside me.

The intense sensation of being stimulated both in the front and the back at the same time really made me lose my mind. Words that I would never say if I was in my right mind spilled out of my mouth on their own.

“Gh, Haru . . .”

“Ahh, ah . . . aah!”

Akira calling my name in a low, alluring voice was the trigger. I couldn’t stand it and ended up releasing the white liquid into his hands. Almost at the same time, I felt something hot gushing out deep inside my body.

—Ah, I understand it now.

I think I figured out what the cause of my strange feeling was.

“—hah.”

While exhaling in an erotic manner, Akira hovered over me. His actions felt so endearing, and I gently wrapped my arms around him.

“You can just call me Haru.”

“What?”

I said what I thought in my mind as it was, while I was still feeling the aftertaste of the ejaculation. When I gently brushed up the bangs sticking to Akira’s forehead with my fingers, he was looking at me with a surprised expression.

Huh? Did I say something weird?

“It felt weird when you called me by my last name . . . It’s like it wasn’t me. So, you can just call me Haru like you always have.”

Akira gulped.

Don’t worry, I understand now that I wasn’t a substitute for someone else.

I could clearly feel it now that he really loved me.

“. . . Come on . . . Did you have to say that now, in this situation?”

“What . . . Huh? Ah . . .”

I was startled by the sensation of something slowly expanding from inside me, from the place that should have calmed down. No way, Akira’s thing swelled again. Unable to stand the feeling of that thing slowly growing its presence inside me, I tightened my lower abdomen.

“Tsk tsk . . . To think that from earlier wasn’t enough for you, you’re really a lewd brat, Haru.”

“N- no . . . I didn’t mean it like that . . .”

“Of course you did, saying something cute like that.”

“I guess we’re going to have to extend our stay.” As he said that, he flipped me over and lifted my hips high.

“Wait, I can’t anymore . . . I can’t stand it . . .”

In the quiet room, my scream echoed—

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